Leading with my Feminine Heart

I’m not going to lie, it’s been a heavy couple of days. I had a big plan for this week and then life happened and stopped me dead in my tracks. So here I am to share it with you.

I’d be lying if I said the move to Florida has been all rainbows 🌈 and unicorns 🦄.  It’s definitely been sunny…but not as easy as I thought it would be. The move to Nor Cal was MUCH easier. Maybe because in my heart of hearts I wanted to be back on the west coast for so long that once I got there I felt relaxed and at ease. However life happens and the world continues to spin and here we are in So. Florida.

The house feels big and empty….
The schools have been challenging (hard to jump back in as the newbies after so much time away)….
The kids are older and processing all the change (and pre-teen hormones)….

And life doesn’t always go as you thought…hoped or planned….

Anyone else having a hard time acclimating, adjusting and processing our ever changing world and how to live in it?   🙋🏻‍♀️

I’ve been working with life coach Sandy Sembler since spring and I think she would agree…I’ve been reluctant…”not available”, “too busy”  and just not present or following the practice. Maybe because I am scared to do the work, peel back the onion, be vulnerable….the list goes on.

I am a survivor and I have been in “work, get it done ✔️ The box ” for so long that I have built a wall around me. A stone wall with no door, no opening, no way in or out. Well it’s time to break that wall down and free myself….

I’m leaning into my practice, hearing the hard truths and leading with my feminine heart. I am here, I am present and I am working on my relationships and giving myself grace and forgiveness but also patience. It’s not easy and there is a lot of work to be done with this Sicilian, Scorpio mama of 4 but I am committed to finding true happiness in where I am now, what I can control and loving unconditionally with no judgement.

You always hear life begins at 40….I’ll be 41 next month and this is the year I am focusing on my Sakred She and committing to take 20+ minutes a day to meditate, move, pray and do the work to serve my soul and shed my armor.

I’d love to hear from you….how do you best serve yourself? How are you being supported and lifted everyday to show up as the best version of yourself?

XX-CALYgirl

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